New Chapter

Life is always changing ebbing and flowing going one direction and coming back full circle again. Never exactly in the same spot as before, but always seeming familiar.

My life has changed a lot in the last few months. I met a man, when I least expected it. It turned out wonderful. My idea of a life experiment opened me up to see and meet someone I wouldn’t have normally. With this shinning gift, I am also becoming more aware of deeper things about myself, both positive and negative that I didn’t know before. I pushed myself further out of my comfort zone than before, and surprisingly enough, I wasn’t scared. I have more faith in myself, my life and my ability to heal than ever before. With his strong heart he demanded and encouraged me to match his speed and depth of love and it is truly been eye opening. He will forever be a part of my heart.

Having a strong hand told hold in life has brought me back to some things I really love. I have discovered more about my back bone than I ever knew before, I have rediscovered lost loves, and dreams I had stopped hoping for.

I am preparing for the next chapter of my life to begin. I hope you will enjoy the ride as I am going to start to talk about more than my lonely heart, because I am no longer lonely. I feel content, safe and loved beyond measure.

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